<TITLE>11. Par 45-49</TITLE>L-45 So probably many here... How many doesn't have a prayer card and you want God to heal you? Raise your hand, everywhere in the building now that doesn't have a prayer card. Nearly half of them. All right.
Now, there's only one legitimate way that we can do. There's something on my mind; there's something in my heart. I can't say it until I know what I'm speaking of. I'm praying. I'm calling to God. I'm going back to the backside of the desert. I--I--I've got to meet God again. There's just something I've got to get on those sands again where I was at a few years ago. I want to talk to Him. I--I've seen Him in vision twice. I hope I can see Him again before I leave.

L-46 There's something I found in the Scriptures. I--I--I don't know. It's been on my heart, and every time I speak of it something happens. And I'm just... I'm on... I--I'm at a place where I don't know what to do. I believe this ministry that I now have is fading away, that something greater is going to take its place.
This next week or two I'm going to the sacred sands, if I can, at the backside of the desert to see if I can contact my Lord. I can't rest. I can have no peace till I find Him, till I find what this is all about. I can't understand it. He's never turned me down yet. I don't believe He will this time. I'm begging. I'm praying to Him to help me.
Not that I--I--I--I don't want it, my, I could come back here and preach and go ahead now. I guess I got enough friends to kindly help take care of me. That isn't it. That isn't the idea. This ministry that I have, I could continue on as God would be with me. I could continue on, but my heart's not satisfied. There's some deep calling to the deep. There's something moving, looks like I can put my hands on it, but where's it at, Lord.

L-47 It's not for me. It's for His people. It's for Gods children. I just become a sacrifice. I'm an old man. My days are up. My youthful days are gone. A man forty-nine years old is no kid no more. And we know that. One more year I'll be fifty. I'm no boy. I've got children to raise. That's true. But, brother, I've got the work of God to do above everything. I must know what this craving in me is about. I've got to go till I find it. I must find Him somewhere. I must know.

L-48 And I guess there's some sitting here from about ten or twelve years ago in this tabernacle, and I made that same statement here one time. How many is here remembers that? Just look at the old hands that's left. Something in you, I said there's something I can almost touch it. It's at hand. Little did I know as the Angel spoke down here at the river before you all and said "As John was sent as a forerunner of the first coming; you'll send a message around the world." It's happened.
Every nation's got healing services going now around the world, even up into Russia. Yes, sir, everywhere, healing services going on, would've died down... Now, there's something greater moving. There's a--I'm waiting to hear the sound of the rushing of the mulberry leaves. I'm going on. Pray for me.

L-49 Now, as I'm in this ministry, the manifestation of Jesus Christ's resurrection... If He is alive, He keeps every promise. Who has kept Him alive for these two thousand years? Who's kept that eternal light burning. Now, it's the evening time. His manifestation of something that He did like He did before the crucifixion, He manifested Himself to the disciples; they recognized it quickly. That was Him. Now, He will do the same.
How many is been in other meetings of mine? Let's see your hands, all over the building. I guess it's a hundred percent, so I won't have to go through it. You know what to expect. How many's longing and waiting to see Him again tonight walk on the scene? Are you the resurrected Jesus? God bless you.


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